Tuesday, September 6, 2011

YAY! We have successfully lied to THE WORLD.

YAY! Mission completed. We have successfully lied to THE WORLD. But am I that happy?? -.- The relationship that was last for 2 days? Once I was listed as "in relationship with PC Heyday", it was like THE WORLD WAS CHEERING AND BLESSING US AND EVERYONE KEPT SAYING CONGRATULATION. Surprisingly, I have got like 20 likes and 20 people comments in 12 minutes and a lot of tagged and wallposts asking about the relationship like how it begins and stuff (I was questioning like OMG, I cant breath). Finally it ends up with 60 likes and 70+ comments in one day. That's a big surprise for me. Among those comments, some was like o.O what? is it real? I guess it was the most shocked relationship ever that my friends would ever seen on Facebook. Some people was like how they should call us when it came to something like this-one is senior and another one is friend in the same generation. No doubt, people tend to react differently when girl is older than the guy. That's why one in a million that girl does not care about age. People keep saying "age is just a number". However, it can be seen that we have become the topic of many people's discussion. Some friends even asked me like "are u going to marry to him? he is so young." I was shocked, really and speechless at the same time. Some was like "Congratulation, you are finally wanted." He or she really made me feel like an unwanted product which is not demanded by the current market :(. However, I believe that some friends are really care about what I am doing and who I am with especially bro Vendy. Once he saw the changed relationship status, he was so curious and kept asking how the story began and how long we had been in love and stuff. To tell you the truth, I really do not know how to respond. I could not imagine that he would turn out to be damn mad at us once he knew the relationship was fake. I know it was my fault like once he made sure with me about it, I should not have lied to him. Toward PC, I can say that I have no romantic feeling at all. To me, he is just a good junior. That's it. I think that's the reason why I could not even make up a nice love story to prank people. More importantly, it even sounds awkward when we called each another "Dear". haha... That's funny,right? Well, let me tell how it begins. Actually, I and my junior-PC, have no intention to lie any friends or invest our friendship to it just for the sake of having fun. Actually, I do not think my friends would not mind about such prank since it is not an original idea though. That's why we did it. At that time, PC came up with the idea of being in relationship with me and we changed our profile picture to the same picture which was taken during Culture day at IFL. Once I learned about the request, I did not reject because I knew it gonna be fun. I really wanted to see my friends' reaction when I am in relationship with my junior. Frankly, I just wanted to know some certain people's reaction only (I wish he believed it was true then I could see his reaction. He disappointed me >.<). It can be seen that some believed and some really DON'T. I think those who don't are really my friends. They surely know that I would not have such boyfriend, maybe. Honestly speaking, I myself would not believe that I would be in relationship with such young and handsome guy. Haha... People keeps saying PC is a nice guy and stuff although they have no idea who is PC Heyday. LMAO.. Anyway, another thing that surprised me was the reaction of one of my friend who followed me for 3 years and now he finally got a girlfriend. haha.. I was surprised to see him being so caring although I have hurted him a lot back in the end of high school life and the beginning of university journey. He has questioned me a lot about the updated relationship status. He kept admiring PC. Ridiculously, he was acting like knowing PC and when i asked PC, PC has no idea who that guy is. However, I know he still cares about me. Was that a mistake that I did not accept his confess at that time? haha... Anyway, being in the status of having boyfriend was..... haha.. I really could not find the best adjective to describe the feeling. I kinda feel like it has become a dilemma. I really have no idea if I also want a boyfriend or I am really happy with my singlehood. The desire of having a special person may be just the consequence of peer pressure. I cannot deny that. Seeing almost all classmates having their lovers and whenever we hang out they bring theirs along is I somehow have become an alien in the group. Walking alone on the beach while the other holding their gf/bf's hand was the most unforgettable experience( There are something more than this). However, I am sure I would not have enough time to get a boyfriend though. Maybe being single is the best thing at the moment. At least, I got a SINGLE-PEOPLE gangs to hang out with. That's enough. Cheers ! :)

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