Today is the first day of new semester, Y2S2. Sigh! Time flies. The excitement of being a freshman was like happened yesterday and now I am already in Year3. The thing is that I don't think I have learn a lot. Maybe I heard too many things about disaster in working place, that's why I start thinking if I am capable to work when I am graduated. The first session at school today was Architectural Technology 4. It seems to be a good start. Lecturer's background were impressive. The module sounds interesting. In the middle of the lecture, Rinbo came and talked about his subject. I know it is gonna be tough to get A in his class as he warned. LOL.. And once he saw me he asked about the Museum Project. I somehow felt so ashamed since I couldnt mange to finish it on time as he wishes. It sucks again. I really have no idea how my working life is going to be. Because of curiosity of real life as an architect, I have questioned him a lot about it. RInbo and my new lecturer-Sokbil told us a lot about the profession in construction field. They DID make me feel like architect is a very professional profession. I kinda feel like I am going to take a huge responsibility in the future. Maybe I was too proud of myself back then. I was on phone with mum yesterday and she asked a lot about my future work and study plan. I was ashamed again. Didn't I promise to her that I will study hard and get scholarship abroad in two years after finishing high school? Sorry Mum and Dad. She promised to send me abroad next year. Honestly speaking, I would not be happy if I go abroad without scholarship. Well, past is history and tomorrow is mystery. There is nothing I can do to change the past. However, maybe that could happen in the future. Who knows? (I can be called as a lie to myself or a motivation to keep working toward the dreamed goal). Anyway, I don't know why but first day of school is always a very important day to me. It is like whether it is a good start or not. Each and every beginning of new semester, I always think of new academic year resolution and setting the academic goals. However, the main point should be whether the motivation can be kept until the end of the semester or not. Because last semester I did not get as good grade as i planned and I think because I am doing two degrees at the same time, that's why I did not accomplish the set goal. Nevertheless, it is more like i played too hard and let things go to often. I know that these last few years' transcript are very important for applying scholarship. But somehow I also don't know what the hell I am doing at school. More importantly, it is also the final year at IFL. Life is gonna be much tougher, I am sure. Hope I could survive with flying colour at both universities.(That could be miracle).
So this year resolution should be less active on Facebook (and why I am so addicted? @@), do not be late at school (I hate morning class because I am a night owl), make a good balance between IFL and LKW (I know it is hard because architecture always comes first), MUST IMPROVE MY PROFICIENCY SCORE(my English sucks and I am senior at IFL >.<), visit SAC more often please.. Those are what I could think of at the moment.
Overall, today was a good start! YAY, 4.00, I will do whatever it takes to get you @@
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